We struggle to keep struggling. I agree wholeheartedly. And honestly...i am too politically ignorant to understand how much is all because of capitalism or just how majority of "functioning" humans expect everyone to behave... but yes. I have started to struggle so that I can keep struggling. Truly. And I am left wondering if I just don't fit the "rat race" or if the problem really is me...given, I have mental issues that are deep seeded. And I have to work hard to keep a work, to find meaning in a "capitalistic" (or whatever) world..so that I have means to survive (makes sense) and keep on track with expectations (not that much sense). I find that I don't even know what the fuck I really want..or need. But i have to struggle, and work through (therapy and finding support) so that I can also fit in this world...because I feel like it's my only option. It being right or wrong...i don't really know