Sounds incredibly compelling in its way of being a balance of off-putting and intriguing. Though I have a thousand books to still read which are already in my collection, I'd love to read this...but, while I am actually not a trigger-warned person, child sexual abuse may be hard for me to get to... How detailed is that passage? If bearable, I may get to read this as it sounds strangely relatable in some big-picture way. Was lucky enough never to consider or participate in incestuous acts, or believe I was an alien...but I did grow up similarly, and found my little community that for a long time included mostly me and my cousin