I Thought My Depression was Existential; Turns Out I Was Wrong. I’m Wholly Depressed.

Also: I don’t want to have a full-time job; I want to write.

Henri Rousseau’s The Sleeping Gypsy (La Bohémienne endormie) (1897)

There is also the fact that I am extremely anxious, but let’s not get ahead of ourselves. I’m just a few days into training for my full-time job. The people on my team are amazing, managers are not pushing me to work…