I feel the same guilt, shame and apprehension when consuming and making art. Could it be that we care? Could it be that we want to set a standard of creativity and intellectual personality for ourselves and then are scared of not reaching it? I like the final resolutions you came up with. At the end, if we are not enjoying it (no matter the supposed quality) what the fuck are we doing it for? I wonder if I could write a piece in conversation with yours, but ai think you said everything that was needed to say and beautifully